22 June 2009 17:16
~ 21 June 2008. One of the busiest days in our life. Our schedule-packed wedding day, with overflowing mixture of emotions, blissful hearts and tired bodies.
~ 21 June 2009. A day as normal as any other, it was actually our 1 year wedding anniversary. A year had passed with tremendous speed, and it suprised me that the earth had completed yet another round along the sun.
For over a decade, we evolved, both physically and emotionally.
~ In 1999, when we looked quite innocent, and perhaps a bit dumb. :P ~
~ 9 years down the road in 2008, some sizes and shapes were different.
Some tummy became rounder and some decided to add some fake inches into the height. :P ~
~ After a decade in 2009, i thought i spotted some tint of weariness.
But who don't, after some years of playing survival in the work field. ~
While we evolved, either willingly or not, i hope we have more anniversaries to come. And perhaps, i can post another evolution process in 2019.
~
2009年6月14日 17。16
延续着上一章笔录，不听话的心如今乖巧多了。
尘埃落定的结局已接我离开紧张的局面。空气似乎清新了，呼吸也流通了。
近来还不时飘来短暂的细雨，降低了闷热的温度。使我的心情更是漂亮。
这次的结局是美丽的。
平时多数没太多运气的我，这次总算得到上天的一点眷恋。
共建爱巢的愿望终于可以脱离‘梦想’的处境，晋升成为事实。
6月9日签下了大名，积蓄扣去了一大半，却离爱巢更近一步。世界从来没有十全十美，只有舍得，才能获得。我也是不停的劝说自己才领悟了这一点。
就如上一章所提，得到便是幸运。事实真是如此。除了这次的运气比平时来的好，我不能忘记感谢好友兼未来邻居，惠。如果不是她一直的鼓励，我门根本不会去尝试。而这份愿望就应该会继续停留在‘梦想’的阶段好一阵子了。
踏出了人生另一大步，我边是心满意足，却也知道这只是另一段旅途的开始。然而，信心的略增让我们更有勇气地面对将来的挑战。
向来注重日期的我，欣悦地发现今天的日期便是我们的单位号码。
嘴角浮上一丝微笑，我憧憬2012年的到来，让我们以最佳的状态欢迎一段美梦的落实，编织一个属于自己的人间天堂。
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2009年6月8日 16.45
人就是这样的吧。拥有七情六欲，所以心永远不会乖乖听话。
有些东西从来就不属于你。你也从没想过要试试去争取。
但在偶然机会下，你决定碰碰运气。
似乎有点希望，但又似乎很遥远。这时的你，心里忐忑不安。
睡也睡不好，时间好像在焦虑中冻结了。
你于是拍拍胸口安慰自己：
1）还有机会的！
2）没有就没有咯！
3）老天会帮我的吧？
4）可能会因祸得福？
当你沉浸在种种的可能性当中，你已经忘了，这样东西原先就不属于你。
如果后来得到了，便是幸运。
如果得不到，也是自然的。你并没有失去什么。
这就是人性。明知如此，也不可能改变什么。
正陷入其中的我，直差没有以摘花瓣来预知结果。
隐藏着一颗不听话的心，压抑着一阵阵矛盾的来袭。
我期待明日的到来，以接我离开此刻不安定的情绪，并迎接已尘埃落定的结局。
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1 June 2009 11:16am
A little thought buried at the back of my head for the past few years.
lingandyang, a nick i have been using for about a decade.
When the above 2 met, things get a little bit more concrete.
This May, i grew out of my excuses and had to force myself to be more diligent. So i added in more patience and time, and now here it is.
Ling.and.Yang inspired.
An online boutique selling some of my handmade stuffs. It is nothing new, but it is a platform for me to showcase my efforts.
Appreciate all support, and i would say thank you in advance.
http://lnyinspired.multiply.com
Ling.and.Yang inspired, is now open.
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